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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Instinct and Choices

I was in Busro, Syria one time with my friends. We visited the great colosseum. It's actually the place where 'Gladiator' was filmed. And when I was in the middle of the ring, I was speechless that I can't believe my own eyes I was there. This thing existed even before the time of Prophet Muhammad. And I believe prophet Muhammad must have come by here once, he used to travel and do business in Syria even before he was chosen as a prophet. And near the colosseum, there's a church where the prophet met a pope, and at that time the pope foretold Muhammad was gona be a prophet. At that moment everything was so real for me. All the ruins of the city and all that. I could see the old roman empire came into life before me.

I miss Syria.



"All our progress is an unfolding, like a vegetable bud. You have first an instinct, then an opinion, then a knowledge as the plant has root, bud, and fruit. Trust the instinct to the end, though you can render no reason."

Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803 - 1882)

"If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise."

Robert Fritz

Sunday, January 30, 2011

'The Way of Harmony' - A Short Film

"If God really is Almighty loving, why are things so hard to come by for me?" That was a silent cry of a mute named Ali, who was searching for a path that everybody is searching to understand what life is. 'The Way of Harmony', a short film on self-searching, arts, and life. An irresistible must-see.

The Way Of Harmony, Aikido (Short Film) from UmarMita on Vimeo.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

The Journey of a Sufi (Part 8: A Visit to the Great Umayyad Mosque)


Three boys are ready to go

12th May 2010

This was the first day for us to conquer Syria. After the morning walk, we had our first breakfast. Can’t remember exactly what did we have for that very first breakfast. Was it ‘maggi goreng’? maybe. Then we prepared ourselves for our first outing to see some amazing places and people. We decided to go by foot to our destination. It had taken some 15 minutes to reach the great mosque. But for us the first timers, except for Sufian and Jiju, we felt it was longer than that. We walked on the pedestrian next to a main road consisting lots of cars and other transports. While walking, I noticed that the Syrians drive their cars so fast and so furiously. The honks of the cars were crying here and there, now and then. I said “my God!” These people really don’t have a good system on the road. But what surprised me was that, from my observation over the two-month period there, I didn’t see any single accident happened before my eyes. But the opposite is happening in Malaysia. You know what I mean right. We have a good system, but still, the number of accidents is uncountable to say the least. On our way I also looked at the people, especially women. Hey, don’t be negative okay. I ain’t doin nutin wrong. Just observing. My friends said that Syrian women are the prettiest in the world. When I kept observing, I guessed the statement was true. Syrian women do look pretty. Hot I should say. I don’t lie. They are, to the point that every time I see one, I need to quickly lower my gaze and say a ‘salawat’ to bring back my consciousness. But don’t worry, I won’t fall in love with them as it’s almost impossible for Malays to have a Syrian wife. Besides, they don’t eat Tom Yam like I do. So I don’t give a damn.



Old jami' every where


Okay, coming back to our walk. We passed through a market street named ‘Suq Sarijeh’. Here, they sold stuffs used in kitchen. This was the place where we came and by ingredients to cook in the future. Unfortunately I didn’t even think to take pictures of the street. It could’ve been nice to some pics of it. On our way, we saw so many jami’ on our left and right, with different old school designs. Passing Suq Sarijeh, then a long row of shops, finally we were nearing Umayyad mosque or Jami’ Umawi. But not before we encountered another long market street. This time, it was even bigger and more shops selling all kinds of goods that not only the Syrians would by, but of course the travelers like us would feel irresistible to by. The market was called ‘Suq Hamidiyah’, but we just always shortened it as ‘Hamidi’. The street in the middle of two rows of shops where people walked was quite large in width. But the people were extremely packed that we needed to walk close to each other for fear of lost. Above, there was an arc roof. The length of the Suq Hamidi street was about 500 metres I guessed. And that’s not all. At some points of the two rows of shops, there were many junctions that lead to other long and narrow market streets. This was hell! The first timer would surely get lost walking alone in this crowded market. From the historical aspect, judging from the stones used on the street stepped by people’s feet, I could imagine all the way back the time when Khalifah Arrashidun ruled more than half of the world and Damascus as the centre. I believed that these kind of stones on this street were a characteristic of Roman architecture before the Middle Ages when one of their rulers was Alexander the Great. So eventually what could be seen today was a cross design between east and west. Before we went deeper through the street, we went to a money changer stall on our right. Sufian and Jiju did the bargain. In Syria, they use ‘Leirah’ currency, or Syrian Pound. The rate was around 50 leirah equaled to RM3.


The long way of Suq Hamidiyah


One of the junctions lead to this chocolate street


Sufian changing our dollars and euros



Shops selling Jilabiyah for men and women


Quran for hantaran and presents

Actually we entered Suq Hamidi through the back gate, so now we had passed the front gate. In front of it, stood a ruin of the Jupiter temple. The arc looked old. It must have been built since the Romans epoch I thought. And finally, right before us after coming out of the Suq, the great Jami’ Umawi was visible. We could only see a long and tall wall made of cubic stones. At the centre of it was a large door, and there were so many people struggling to go in and out of it. And from far,through the door, I could see the courtyard in the middle of the jami’.



The front gate of Suq Hamidiyah



The wall of Jami' Umawi


The main entrance


Before we entered, we took off our shoes and brought along with us. After managed to pass the crowd inside near the door, at last! The full scenery of the open space of the jami’ really flashed before us for the first time! Before I came in, I had been wondering how does the jami’ look like? And now I remembered that I’d seen this place before. It was during a visit to Islamic Art Museum in Malaysia that I saw a model of this mosque. And now, I couldn’t believe my eyes that I was stepping my feet in this jami’. Cool! All praise be to God. I didn’t notice that my mouth was gapping seeing this. The design was awesome. It looked rather unique, a mix of Roman before the Islamic era and Arabic style after the arrival of Islam. I swear to God you should see this. There were so many tall, giant columns. They supported walls with interval arcs above there. And on them were decorated with pictures of trees, old houses and rivers. What stunned me was that the pictures were not painted, but were made of small pieces of, I don’t know what to call it, mosaic I guessed. But there were really indescribable. It shows how the people at that particular time whole-heartedly appreciate art. Maybe I should brief you a little. This jami’ was initiated by Khalid Ibn Walid in 707 CE, and the site was originally a Christian Cathedral of St. John. By 715, the jami’ was complete and sadly, Khalid Ibn Walid died the same year. May God bless his soul, amin.
To the west (the entering door as south), there was an old tall minaret. It looked so mysterious because my friend said that in the end of the day, Jesus would come down on that minaret. Should I or shouldn’t I believe it? Whatever, Jesus would surely come. So it’s not a big problem.







The Dome of Damascus' Treasury


Jesus ain't a son of God bro...



The pictures on the wall were deliberately made of small pieces of barada mosaic





Anip at the ablution stream

It’s noon, so the air was getting warmer. Before we entered the main prayer hall, Sufian lead us into the chamber of a dead written above the entrance ‘Raks Saiyidina Husin’ meaning the head of Saidina Husin. Well, I’m not gona tell anything about this guy called Husin coz I don’t even know his story and how did it happen that only his head was inside the chamber. So, another rule of thumb before you travel, do some research! Inside, I was surprised to see so many people. The most obviously visible were women covered in dark cloths from heads to toes accept for their faces. So then I knew that these people in the chamber were mostly Shias. The space was small and crowded, so it took quite a long time to reach the Maqam of Saidina Husin. From far, we heard a voice of a man caroling melancholic verses of prayer so loudly. I wonder what was the sound? And later when we reached the Maqam, we saw some people sitting near the Maqam, crying. The one doing the howling was among the group. I said to myself, “what on earth are they doing?” all the people surrounding him were crying and heaving as well. The guy seemed to ask and beg something from the Maqam. As if pleading from God! And the women surrounding the Maqam were wiping the box of the Maqam with a cloth while crying. What the fish! Okay, that’s enough for this chamber. We better go out. Didn’t want to see the ghost of Saidina Husin conjuring up in the chamber. Let’s go!!!

Written on the plate, 'The grave of the head of Saidina Husin'



Under this cover must be the head of Saidina Husin. Alfatihah...


let bygone be bygone bro...


In front of the Maqam

Then we were in the main prayer hall. The inner design was cool too! There were lots of giant columns, and these must have survived since the Roman Empire. One day in the two months, I came to the jami’ for a talaqi with a sheikh (A kind of lecture in the jami’), I saw that the night scenery of Jami Umawi was even cooler, especially in the open space. I wonder when Imam Ghazali was writing his books on the soul, he finished them up in this great mosque. I just can’t stop wondering the Islamic golden history when I was in the jami’. Everything looked so real before me.















The majestic view of the inner designs and the splendid night view

It’s time to go back home. Before leaving through Suq Hamidi, from the main door of the jami’, we saw on our left, flocks of pigeons gathering on the ground to feed their foods. We were like small boys, running towards the pigeons to scare the birds and let them fly in a huge flock. But it’s hard to have a nice shot if you just have a digital camera with you. So, the golden rule, get the best camera while traveling. Preferably the DSLR. While playing the scare-and-catch, all of a sudden a voice of a guy yelled at me to stop doing it. What the *************. It was a little embarrassing but I don’t give a damn. Okay, I’ll say no more. O yes, before I forget, on our way going back through Suq Hamidi, we stopped by a shop for ice cream, and every first taste of experience tasted really good.

What would the next post be? Mmm… we’ll see. Thanks for reading folks.







Yesterday I lived, today I die, and tomorrow’s the resurrection. Time, who has time, every second is precious
I’m in the darkful
Looking for the sun to rise
Tears running down my eyes
Thinking bout the one
Thinking bout my life
Thinking bout my death
Know I’m getting closing with every breath
I know It could be over but I’m still taking steps
Until there’s non left
Until I’m defeated
I know some feel cheated
But in this race
Quicking your pace, live your life
You’re only given the taste of this place
And that’s life
So when my eyes roll back
My body died
Please know that my tears have dried
So don’t cry
Say goodbye to your prayers
And let the memories get you to the years.

[Inevitable Journey – Jabbar and Ali]

Friday, January 21, 2011

The Journey of a Sufi (part 7: The First Morning Walk)

Hi guys, I’m still here writing. I wanted to say sorry to those who’ve been following my posts because there’s been a week pause to my writing. I got stuffs to be done. I want you to know that a short film entitled ‘The Way of Harmony’ would be published soon. We are working on the final part of it. The short film is about self-searching. It’s a collaboration project between some IIUM Aikido Club members and The One Academy students, one of them is my brother. So, don’t forget to check it out when it’s ready soon.

Okay let’s get down to business again. Where was I in the last post?, my first prayer in Syria right? So today I’ll be narrating about the first morning in Syria. Let’s go even before the sun rose. The time of Fajr prayer. Guess what time do Syrians pray fajr during the season? To my surprise, they pray fajr as early as four o’clock man! Know why? Because during spring and summer, the night is short compared to the day. And in during winter season, what happens is the opposite. The day is shorter. They would pray fajr at 6 am and lastly pray isyak at 6 pm. I believe it would be fun living in Syria during winter. The night before was quite cold for all of us that we needed to wear sweater and pull a blanket. And to take an ablution before praying was really a cold pain. The water was so freezing to frost! I was shivering coming out from the bathroom.




The typical old narrow streets in Dimashq

So after the fajr prayer, we went back home and recited some verses from the Quran. In Malaysia it’s nearly my habit to stare at the sunrise and be washed by the first ray of the sun. I find it more spiritual. And this is what I did during the two months there. After the recitation, I asked my friends if they’d like to join. Anip and Abu said yes, and we changed and grabbed our sweaters. When we were outside, the sky was about to become bruise-coloured and it’s only about 5 in the morning! You can’t see this scene in Malaysia! The air was cold. We walked with marvel. We took the old narrow streets, walking down between two walls. Every now and then we saw doors at the walls. From outside, only gray walls could be seen. But if you go in, you might see a house with a porch in the middle of it decorated with a beautiful garden and a fountain.


"Shelounek ente?" an'ammi language would mean sth like "hey, wassup dude!"







Another thing is that we couldn’t stop wondering that there were so many jami’ along the streets, big and small. On our way we kept telling each other, “Hey, there’s another mosque”. Can you imagine how many jami’ they have? I just can’t believe my eyes. Coming out of the narrow street, we met a road with a line of shops, but most of them were still closed. We have no idea where we were at that time. It’s okay, no worry as we walked in three. We’ll sort out later how to return home. We continued strolling down the line of shops. Most of the shops were sweet shops. They called this street ‘Suq Halawiyat’ meaning Sweets Market.


The Suq Halawiyat street



Easy girl... Ain't nobody gonna hurt you.

Then, suddenly we bumped into a horse-drawn wagon at the side of the road. At the back of it there were oranges, and a guy is yelling something to sell the oranges. In Dimashq, there were many of these carts, selling fruits mostly. But at that particular time, we were so amazed to see one that we took pictures with the horse. Luckily the horse did nothing to us when the camera flashed white lights.


'...every breath we take, ever cup of tea, the way of the waorrior...' (The Last Samurai)

On our way searching for the way back home, we passed by a jami’ and so surprisingly, we met a Malay guy. Again I forgot the name. He was a very friendly person even at the first meet. Knowing that we’ve just arrived the day before, he invited us to his house nearby. What a great experience of first morning walk! And so we went to his house. There, we met his housemate. We were served with Arab tea, familiar among the Malaysians there to call it ‘shai’. It’s a norm in Syria to drink shai in a very leisure mode. This is one of the things that I won’t forget, drinking shai served in small cups. And that was our first morning walk in Syria. Thanks for those reading this post. InsyaAllah the next coming post would be about all the six of us visiting the great Umayyad Mosque or ‘Jami’ Umawi’ which was once a church. And it was hell a great mosque!





Pigeons in the sky




Anip was asking for the direction. His Arabic knowledge was good.


School kids waiting for school bus


A typical bus stand in Dimashq





Is that oranges?

Every morning I talk to the sun and its friends, the earth and sky.
What makes you guys ceaselessly without any break to do what you do every night and day since your first day of creation?
And I heard their voices whispering, “Because we belong to our Lord”.

-ali-